.:Hi, it's me :):.

2010-12-27T16:17:00.003+08:00

Hi, its been awhile I never log in to my blog. Not sure whether how many of you are still following my blog. Most probably peoples already forgot my blog address. Well its fine anyway. For some peoples, the reason why they are active in blogging because they want to show off how great their life is. They post things that are happy, but those unhappy they will not reveal in their blog. Somehow, Facebook become my blog also because I can update a very short sentence of my thought of the day there.

This is the 52th week of 2010.

Last year 2009, I told myself I want to graduate in 2010 and find a good job.

Thanks god I got myself a job in the best foreign bank in Malaysia and the 6th biggest financial service provider in the world, HSBC Bank.

Its kind of tiring for me to travel everyday from Klang to Kuala Lumpur.

It is a good start anyway, its time for me to know how far i can climb with my own ability.

I said before, I want to work in big corporation. This is where I am now.

2010 is consider a very transforming year for me because everything changed.

The biggest changes is my relationship. I lost my 8-year relationship. Yes, love is fragile.

I not sure whether you still read my blog or not as I already delete you in my facebook and MSN.

Guess what? I hope you still reading my blog. Because the next is what I want to tell you how I feel and this is what you never give me a chance to say.

Thanks for being so cruel to me so I can get rid of you so quickly.

Of course, the process is fucking hurt and I cant even imagine hows my life gonna be without you. From 2002 until now, although you not beside me physically everyday, but you are the only person I can count on for this 8-years besides my parents. From high school to college and even long-distance relationship, we gone through almost everything.

I will never thought of you cheat on me.

But it happened.

You never sms another girls beside me. You are not flirt. You never tell me which girl is pretty and sexy because in your eyes, I am the prettiest.

But you left me too.

I can seriously tell you, I dont know why at all.

Also, I have a bf now. I guess you have heard of it.

People tend to ask me, "do you think the current he is better than ur ex?"

I would say, no comment.

Because I doesn't want to compare both of you at all.

Because you already out of my life and probably in someone's life.

I told everyone I have a 8-yr relationship before, everyone was so shocked , they was like, how come I waste 8-yr-time on you and I dont hate you at all.

Actually I do hate you.

But, no point for me to hate you already.

I have a very good life , I love my current life, it's fine for me to exclude you from my life.

You are like nothing to me now.

Because I struggling for this relationship for so many years, I am always the first to communicate with you and I know this relationship won't last long.

Sarcastic right?

Knew that it wont lasting, but somehow I still kena dumped by you.

Do you know why?

Because I always thought you will understand, you will change, you will discover it yourself although you don't tell me anything whenever there is a problem.

Time proves me wrong.

All my expectation are wrong.

What you have left to me?

Nothing.

You are being decent enough to bear with me among this 8-years.

Should I appreciate you?

Seriously, if I wish you live happily ever after with your another half here, I am a total liar.

I am not that generous.

I wont wish you and I wont curse you as well.

As I said, everything is like ashes for me.

Who cares about New Zealand.. who cares about Christchurch being destroyed by the earthquake.. who cares about those photos.

All that are the most painful memory for me.

I tried to put myself in a dangerous life. Club everyday, drinks every night, reach home late every night until my parents nearly kick me out from the house and cut off my financial resources.

Until I met my current boyfriend.

He brings me toward ups and downs, he guided me with the full of heart, he accompany me whenever I called.

He is a good people.

Miao mee is fine as well.

I thought I would have a lot to tell you. At least 3 pages or something.

But when I really want to write it out, I realised there is nothing much I want to tell u actually.

When something is gone, it's gone.

Alright, I guess it's enough for now.

Happy New Year to me and to all of you .

story time

2010-08-16T22:37:00.000+08:00

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

A CHRIST-CENTERED MARRIAGE IS A MARRIAGE THAT IS SURE TO LAST A LIFETIME.

So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. Matthew 19:6.

p/s: nope, i am not able to save mine.

2010-08-16T20:14:00.002+08:00

I was thinking, why people need a companion ? why so many peoples keen to find their life partner and no matter how they falls, they will still keep looking?

However,

even if you found the right one, it wont be the right one for your entire life.

People do change. Without any notice.

We can't manage to know what everyone thinking, there is no alert for us to be careful something is gonna happen next, we have to take extra precautions.

If its gonna happen, it will. No matter how.

That's why there is thousand million peoples with broken heart in a day.

Somehow, I was thinking that, when my mum give birth on me, I was alone.

In future, when i getting old and leaving, I will be still alone.

No people will gonna die together with me.

If so, then why we need companion when we alive?

Because we afraid to be alone, that's why we give chances to other peoples to break our heart.

Passion have its risks. That is the risk i will never afford to pay and predict.

Really dont want to stay in Malaysia anymore.

I hope my father will allow me to go USA. Let me live alone. I want to see how far I can , how tall I can climb, how lonely I can bear. I want to be very independent.

and I dont mind to build wall around me. If only that can keep me away from heart broken.

Belum Rainforest @ Pulau Banding

2010-08-03T10:44:00.013+08:00

Approximate 5 hours 30 mins journey from KL to Pulau Banding, with 130 million years of age, Belum rainforest is the oldest tropical rainforest. During 1980s, this place is still remain unknown and not open to public. Until 1990s, belum rainforest still under very strict control and high security from the ministry of Perak and the Jabatan Perhutanan Malaysia. In order to protect the environment, they limit the number of visitors to 80 pax per trip.

Pulan Banding is a man-made island as well as the man-made Temenggor Lake which surrounding the island.

Basically this trip is all about our assignment for MKW 3121. However, we also get to enjoy the natural paradise very much.

There is only 3 of us but we got this big comfy bed and pillows

i like this design... feel like want to sleep here but due to some reason i didnt do so :P

corner of the cafe :)

super nice fountain beside my room :)

A very big welcome from EMKAY group

our room number 109 :)

As I mention this trip is kinda academic purpose, we supposed to have night trekking on the first night but due to heavy rain, the trekking was cancelled. Therefore, we end up spent our time in the hall and listen to the introduction of the entire EMKAY group.

Of course, We found our own activities in this perfect windy night.

It was Henry's birthday as well, so we went kitchen to find something like muffin or little cakes and candles.

And we manage to find a little muffin with a candle on it.. So, make your wish.

poker card is a must for every trip .. lol

This is our nightmare... coffee and tea powder with sugar.. very bitter like chinese medicine

self-timer group pic is a must :)

29/7/2010 the date of a crazy and full-of-laughter night.... we slept at 2 something and we need to get up before 7 am on the next morning. We all manage to wake up!

My Breakfast :) love the sambal sotong

Evvon and Henry

his name is Flanz Toast :P LoL

Heading to the jeti :)

Kai Xin & Cheryl's birthday :)

2010-05-16T15:00:00.012+08:00

There are 2 birthday girls on this month :)

Kai Xin was turning 21 and Cheryl turning 22.

The surprised was held right before my last but not least presentation which weighted score kinda heavy.

I actually dun bring my dear baby cam to school often because I going to have dinner with my friends on that night so coincidence, and I can get to capture some photos (actually not some, is quite a lot.)

Trying to upload the photos that is not been uploaded in facebook :)

surprise birthday cake..blow the candles after wishing :)

Monash library
Library can be a good spot to take pictures :)
Ivy posing..

Cyn and Janics are both enjoying the cake

Here comes the birthday girl again! Happy birthday to you, Kai Xin :)

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Next, Cheryl's big 22nd in Italian restaurant -- Vincenzo, Bangsar

Formerly a bungalow house but turns into a restaurant in Bangsar residential area.

First time celebrating your birthday with you, hope you have a blast one!

Emo pose :P
My beef bacon pasta... it is quite delicious overall for me
I think this is henry's mushroom pasta? Looks nice also..
Pre-served bread and it is real nice after mix with olive oil

Ivy with all the money from us :P
the bill of the night ! wow ....
This berry cake from Alexis was superb! seriously
Cheryl give Evvon a kiss :P

joan dee with cute pose ;)

now the bridegroom may kiss the bride :P
cheryl if you saw this pic you can steal from me :P

Last but not least...

As u know i'm too slow in talking, walking, everything and also not good in express myself with wordings, I always have so much to say inside my heart but ends up nothing came out from my mouth.

Therefore I choose to use pictures to explain the moment we all had together because only that can captured the precious moment and no matter what changes in the future, the pictures doesn't change.

Happy birthday to you too, Cheryl :)

2010-04-27T23:42:00.004+08:00

Remember that I mentioned I always want to have a new camera?

and Yes I bought it last week and I'm so in love with it now...

My new love Panasonic Lumix GF 1 !

There's a dispute on whether this is a semi-pro camera or a formal DSLR..

What I can say is... the size is just suit me well, as I can bring it out often and put it in my handbag without worrying its heavy ! The effect is the most I've been fascinated about !

So no doubt for me to think this is a really worthwhile investment that I ever made before.

Somehow, the lens can be interchangeably with Leica! As long as you have the enough money to buy a Leica lens (cant imagine the price) .. Of course I plan to buy Lumix lens first...

I always think that Lumix is a really good camera brand compared to Canon and Nikon.

Well, everyone's preference might be difference.

Lets see the picture I've taken past few days..

See?
Will take more n more photos in the future :)

2010-02-27T14:12:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was Evvon's birthday party at her house in Kepong.

However, chap goh mei haven't reach yet, so still consider in the period of Chinese New Year, but it seems already pass for a long long time ago.

And I can't manage to get an ang pao from uncle loh! hahahaha

As usual, Carlsberg always the must have for every party session.

Super poison of the night -- Chivas Regal 18-year ! They drink it without mixer -_-

Guess who's this?

The super poison left less than a half bottle . but not much of them got drunk. salute!

2010-02-21T01:57:00.003+08:00

Nothing much. Trying to be artistic.
Captured by my digital camera
I'm really considering to invest in a DSLR.

CNY Eve

2010-02-12T23:01:00.008+08:00

Chinese New Year is just around the corner, time flew like a jetplane. However, over these few weeks, I am really happy because I get to meet all my dear friends, play together, chit-chat together... What else on earth are better than this? Of course, happy moment gone really fast without realising it. Well, at least I'm happy for the past few weeks, who cares what gonna happen in next few weeks?

I do admit I don't like working life at all, now i mean, it doesnt represent anything in future, but I know exactly where the problem is.
Unfortunately, I have to work as well after my class commenced.
What to do? have to finish all my job first then only I can quit.
There's always two-side, good and bad, in every matter.
The good one is, I am no longer in financial crisis.
The bad one is, you know, you are the only one people can let them put the blame on you, no matter its ur fault, or their fault, what-so-ever, THEY NEVER WRONG ONE.
Even though its their fault, you are still the one who have to clean up the shit.
and listen to the whatever shit reason, "I can't make everyone happy" etc..
So does it mean you can make everyone unhappy?
Bull shit.

I can't escape and prevent.
I know its not my fault, but I know the only thing I can do is to keep quiet.
Not because I am weak,
Its because I RESPECT YOU.
They will never get this.
Forget it.
This is what we called reality
So friends, please stay with me, then I am satisfied already.
Always hope for the least.

Today, I went servicing my car, and it cost around RM500.
Then, went shopping around, bought some really nice chinese tea - PU ER ( I love tea).

And then, had "not-my-first-lonely-lunch" in Bangsar

Thai food. Forgot the restaurant's name.

The original 100% Ice Lemon Tea (Nice!) tom yam soup (must have!) Green curry beef and rice.

Actually I do worried all these will cause my stomach cramp because it is all spicy and sour food, not really suitable for me. But I still loving it :) Luckily my stomach very good to me today, or else I don't know who gonna drive me home -_- It cost me around RM50, quite expensive, but worth it la. At last, I didn't manage to get anything from Bangsar :P

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Another thing,

Elicia is going off to Australia next monday... So, she held a little farewell + birthday party in her house. Hope you like my pressie :P

LupYan, the 'largest' present ever :) He keep saying dont la stop la, but we know he actually very enjoy in how they decorating him very much.

Although its not so long that me and Elicia know each other, however I do find we both have some similarity.. (quite clumsy..sometimes lah).

And you are a strong lady, at least for me, you are.

Wish you all the best in Australia and don't let anything bring you down :)

That's all for today :)

Lunch@Kepong

2010-02-07T19:35:00.004+08:00

Today was a pretty Sunday. Thanks to evvon chua who invited me to have this awesome nasi lemak in her aunt's house, how much I wish my mum could cook that nice also? hahaha.

I've tried all these, except the long bean with belacan? I miss the sotong filled with mince meat so much now.

After that, we headed to Evvon's house and check out the used clothes that our girls want to sell out. Bought 1 floral dress from Elicia for only RM25 ! hahaha.. Can I bring mine too?? :)

Well, that's all for today :) Bye folks.

文商聚餐会@ feb 6

2010-02-07T01:28:00.005+08:00

趁我还有心情写部落格，就赶快update, 不然等下一拖再拖到最后就什么都没有了

这个月的行程还真的很满下，加上新年的来临，很多朋友都回来了，我最喜欢就是新年来临的时刻 :-)

这次的dinner 比上次好很多，好吃的程度不用质疑，况且我比较不喜欢自助餐，要走来走去自己拿食物又没有人serve.... 再说地点也适中，距离我们的母校也不远，很多人都会来，就算路痴应该也没有问题吧 :)

高一的同学 :)
豪杰肥了，希望你的呼呼也可以一样变肥 :)

这样都给你想到穿中学校服去，我的都不知道丢去那里了

团体照，有些人不懂跑去那里了miss 掉

我还蛮喜欢这个蒸鱼

鱼翅汤，还不错

新年的时候大家应该还会再见吧？

希望明年的聚会也可以像今天的一样成功 :)

Hello 2010

2010-01-01T13:05:00.003+08:00

Make a wish on this brand new year.
What would u wished for?

For me, i hope everyone around me is healthy, everything go smoothly, that would be the perfect one.

I don't have any checklist for my new year resolution, doesn't mean i dont want to have any changes but just want to let it go with the flow. Plan always change eventually because life is unpredictable wasn't it?

I would like to change my layout for my blog but i just can't find the nice one. This layout is utterly simple, but I used it quite some times already. Maybe keep it simple is good also.

By the way, I want to get myself a new DC this year.. i got canon already and now i want to go for Panasonic Lumix FX 65!

2009-12-27T21:43:00.003+08:00

很快的2009年就要过去了
看到我的朋友连checklist都做了出来，说好明年要做些什么
我呢，可不想把自己的生活那么systematic化！虽然说有目标是好事 ...
而今年还真的没有什么成就 :(
除了读书考试，就没有其他的东西了。
学生的生活难道就要如此沉闷吗？
虽然我可以了解读书的生活真的好过做工生活很多

明年的我，本来可以去澳洲，可是我自己本身真的不是很想去
因为我不喜欢那里的地理环境
我希望可以到其他的国家去拿 master, 算是了自己的心愿？
我很羡慕有些人完全都不想家，可以到处去
我何尝不想这样？
如果我去其他国家的话，我还会认识很多朋友吗？
我又很想work and travel in USA, 也是没有朋友陪，我可以一个人在陌生的国度survive 吗？
我能吗？
不试试看又怎么知道不能？
可是要试就要勇敢踏出第一步，要去争取，到时后悔的话就不能回头了
我能吗？
我一直以为我可以是个很独立的人
可是我害怕没有依靠的日子
为什么做人要那么多顾虑？
明年的我能不能对自己多要求一点？

加油加油！！

2009-12-26T11:39:00.003+08:00

好久没有上来写日记了。大家的圣诞节过的如何呢？我去吃了jogoya, 发现自己真的很不适合吃自助餐，因为很压力，一直担心吃不会那个价值。　如果抱着只是去享受的心情，那样会轻松多了，哈哈。

最近身边有很多人都得了癌症，虽然都不是很熟，只是认识而已，就觉得这个病好可怕，突然一个地方很痛，然后去检查的时候，完全没有预警就无端端变成了癌症末期，然后一个星期的药物费竟然可以达到１０千？！很夸张！真的好希望所有身边的人都健康，就已经很足够了，要好好照顾自己的身体。

２０１０很快就要到来了，今年２００９年的感想还蛮多，我体会到了知足常乐，然后很感谢所有在我身边支持我的朋友，想到你们我就会很开心然后什么都可以勇敢向前。

对于一直面对挫折的朋友们，希望你们可以站起来，勇敢一点，觉得自己做的是对的就继续，不要管其他人的眼光。

我们一起加油吧！

2009-12-02T22:14:00.002+08:00

身边很多的朋友都开始工作了，我自己也是：）

在一个全新的环境底下，什么都是从零开始。

刚刚去的时候，真的是超害怕的，我不知道要怎样去和同事沟通，不知道有什么禁忌

目前为止我的同事都很年轻，平均都没有超过30岁的，除了经理级人物啦

昨天还很沮丧自己的表现不够好

我要训练自己讲话很快，我听电话都很快，可是竟然会舌头打结

天啊，我真的天生讲话就是那样慢，能不能放过我啊？

其实我有一个同事讲话跟我一样慢！可是他都不需要讲话，他只要专心做他的account 就好了

我是marketing and international business 的学生啊

今天还好

我希望每天都顺顺利利的过，至少在这3个月里面？ ...

明天成绩出了，我很紧张，怎么办？ :(

2009-11-24T00:52:00.004+08:00

I'm having a long holiday now...

I don't wanna stay at home everyday because I found this boredom was scarcely endurable.
I have been searching for jobs around the mall, i got to apply for a few, but yet I still don't know what kind of job suit me well.
I prefer to work for weekdays only. I dont want to work for weekends. I can only spend the time with my family on weekends and i don't wanna miss it. But what kind of office job they want hired for few months? As since I got the experience in corporate sector, but it does not give me a more superior opportunity to get the relevant job easily. Still, it depends on luck. Take my internship application as example, it sucks. They look heavily on result. Don't you know you can't judge the person's ability through their result? Come on, theory is dead, what i have is practical knowledge. Screw it. Well, in this highly competitive environment (realistic world) and this is the outcome I have to bear with.

Met a long lost friend today in the mall and she reminds me of my high school life :)
Also, reminded me of someone else that used to be my nightmare.

Viewing her facebook make me feels I am the luckiest person in the world.
I don't wanna screw my English up because I came from a totally chinese educated environment and you have no idea how much i have known for the importance of English. Therefore I working hard on my English just want to keep it balance.
I swear I will gonna work hard on it no matter what.
I am not gonna be like you. Speak broken english, writing stupid english with chinese direct translation. Perhaps i should give a credit to you since you dare to post that up. Being an retarded was not totally your fault, but, laughing at someone who actually way more better than you is totally a mistake. I will never forget what you've done on me. Shall I thanks for your sarcastic comment that grown me up ?

If you think spending so much to pursue for a degree is a mistake, I am gonna prove you wrong.
Yes, you working now and your savings might have lot more than me, you are able to give money to your mum and let them feel that you are the best daughter in the world and you are not asking for a single cents from your father AND all these make you feel that is a great achievement in your life, THAT IS YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS. What I want to spend, whoever's money i wanna spend, and I am not having any feeling of guilty to tell the whole world "Yes, I'm 21 year-old now and I'm still spending my parents money." THIS IS MY OWN BUSINESS AND NONE OF YOURS.

I am gonna PROVE what you have thought all this while is a Big mistake ever.

This is a democratic world and everyone can choose what is best for their life.
But, it doesnt mean you have the rights to influence others or to criticize others who actually choosing what is best for their life too.

2009-11-13T10:45:00.001+08:00

我终于考完试了
兴奋的感觉真的很难表达出来
因为我连打字都觉得很兴奋，哈哈

朋友们快点约我出来啦
我几远都去（在selangor里面啦）
哈哈

我要找工！！！
在家呆4个月我会死

2009-11-04T00:51:00.002+08:00

When u think of u might not able to celebrate for ur 21st birthday, the feeling is kinda sucks.
I know 21st is a big day, the day I turn into adult officially..
Maybe I should think the other way round, i can make it everyday is my birthday if i wanna.
hahahaha.. sounds nonsense
because it wasn't like valentine day, u can celebrate whenever u want
my birthday, it is not only meaningful to me, but for my mother n my family as well
Feel its kinda 'old' right now..
And i'm not accomplish anything yet to make myself feel that i'm getting 'older'....
nothing big i have been achieved lately

Both of the reasons above sufficient enough to make me emo for 3 days.
Sometimes i think i better just change my name to EMO Ng ..
HAHA..

I really hope i can get the internship....
However, it is kinda dilemma into the situation that u want to earn money or gain experience?
Big companies wont hire part time for 3 months...
Medium companies yes....
I hope i can work in the field which is related to what i'm study now

Basically, i just want to know how tall i can climb, how far i can go.

2009-10-26T14:24:00.002+08:00

住在同一个地方的朋友可以从新年到现在都没有见过面。
在中学的时候，我就觉得这个人真的对我的生活有很大的威胁。
我承认我对别人说过的话没有什么免疫力，可是小小事就弄到我伤心不已。
尤其是她对很多人的妒忌心都很强，让我觉得能离她多远，就离她多远。
在现在的学校，我觉得我读的很开心，虽然很难，也很庆幸我的家庭可以让我读到这间大学然后也认识很多朋友

不是说我不想珍惜友情，也要看那段友情值不值得我去珍惜
我敢对天发誓我知道友情和爱情一样得来不易，我会奋不顾身的去保持
要是我觉得那段友情有或没有都没关系，我也会不顾一切的脱离

这么多年了，发现自己还是打从心底的讨厌她。
想不到为什么。你要说我记仇，小气也好，我不介意。
或许她成功了，那张毒嘴巴让我恨不得希望她以后的生活就如她用来说别人的一样。
这种朋友我不屑
我以前还会为了保持联络而时不时打给她，update 一下她最近的一点一滴
想深一层，又觉得我其实是想她过得不好。
哈哈
我很坏是不是?对她而已.

2009-10-25T18:37:00.002+08:00

My ex-office indon-maid was runaway. Well, it seems nothing much to me but I really thought that this maid was very hardworking and she can cooks alot of nice food, especially her fried sangkung with melted sugar.

I can't think of any reason why she would runaway.
She been told me that I'm was her only friend here. She said the maid from the neighbourhood doesn't like her because she dont like to gossip around with them. Also, she told me her employer treat her very good, just sometimes being a little bit fussy and I totally can understand that kind of feeling.
I told her, I can understand your feeling, somemore you work alone here without any friends and relatives, that's why u need to learn how to protect yourself. I heard a lot of cases, those maids who runaway doesnt really get back to their own house in indon but on the other hand work as prostitute, really a sad case.
I have to admit she is a really kindhearted person. Maybe somethings happened that turn her down alot and decided to runaway. Because of she is a kindhearted person, I don't mind helping her to call her boyfriend in indon using my handphone. I know she miss him a lot. She love to tell me everything about her life in indonesia and i dont mind listen to her from beginning til the end.

Actually I salute them very much because they have to work here and they not allow to go back within 2 years, I respect them also and I really really not that kind of person who love to command someone else to do something for me.

Somehow, if i still working there, maybe i got to know the reason why and try to console her or whatever i can do. Unfortunately, now she left as well.

Perhaps life was being hassle for her and i hope she is fine now.

2009-10-17T16:49:00.002+08:00

原来我怕了

我怕去猜测你到底想什么
我不想再妄想要有一架能够读人类思想的机器
你曾经说过, 你也想要有一架
我却告诉你，你应该努力的去了解他在想什么，因为这种机器是永远不会有的
为什么我会这样说呢？

我害怕失望, 我害怕失落
我讨厌夜深的时候会想到你
我很讨厌自己习惯了你的存在
我努力的让自己不去习惯有你在的时候
到底这个错误我还要再犯多少次

可是，这次我怕了
虽然你不在的时候我会想起你
当我一想到等待是多么的残忍，我怕了

虽然我很期待你会和我说话
当我一想起你一开口的话, 可能会不经意的伤害了我
我怕了

虽然你对我很好
当我一想起这些可能只不过是我多余的猜想
我怕了

虽然你很爱和我分享你的一切
当我一想起这可能只不过是因为除了我以外，没有人有耐心去听你说话
我又怕了

原来我是可以很勇敢的

我曾经说我只生气我在乎的人
因为如果有一个人你根本不在意他的, 那他即使说什么你根本不会去管的
可是我却跌入了我自己给自己的陷阱
我不知道为什么我会那么不小心

这次开始我不再胡思乱想
如果真的喜欢，请你直接告诉我
如果不喜欢, 就不要做些无谓的动作

对不起, 谢谢 .
我会好起来的

2009-09-21T22:44:00.002+08:00

好久没有上来写了，应该很多人都放弃阅读我的部落格了吧？
好久不见的朋友们你们好吗（尤其是那些毕业了的）
突然怎么觉得自己好像老了很多啊？？

最近忙的除了assignment 还是assignment, 有时做到闷了，就想出去透透气下。
然后又不停的问自己说：到底我要的生活是怎样的？
一天到晚做assignment 就是了？
还是每逢周末我都一定要去clubbing, 要喝朋友出去玩等等之类的？
我很讨厌自己很容易被小事情弄到情绪低落到不行。
总是觉得快乐好像都不会属于我太久。
难道做人就不能平凡，开心，知足，就好了吗

不行。我不想要有个平凡的人生。

就好像我明明功课上的压力都已经够大了，还要去承受工作的压力
我的工作的那个范围已经是差不多可以代替老板
明明自己可以不用承受工作的压力，因为还是个学生，却又不知道好像没有压力就没有生活似的，活着找罪受。
然后明明人家8千块就可以读一个sem , 可是我14千一个sem 又不见的我比人家轻松
名副其实的是跟钱过意不去啊！
天啊......

做么好像做什么都是错的？

2009-08-11T20:49:00.002+08:00

its been a long time ago i never update my blog
but i know still there is someone visiting my blog often...
hope u guys can just simply drop a comment on the left-hand side comment box

This sem is really a hectic sem
a lot of assignment
but the most important things is :
I get to know a lot of new friends cause theres a lot of group work.

haih..
life is boring
especially when the assignment due date is all coming together
emo when i dunno how to do my assignment

feel lost in somehow
god..

2009-07-10T18:59:00.002+08:00

昨天接到了一个很够力大单的保额高达RM7,335,000 我看到眼睛都大大粒 o.O 保费超过200千

做大生意的感觉是：忙到连吃饭时间都没有。
那些电话好像追魂call 一样，偏偏等你上厕所的时候就死命那边响

也学到了一些道理：生意往往都是来自机会。有商必有机，慢一秒分分钟就被人抢走了，所以是分秒必争。这么大的保单，当然不能有任何的差错，即使是一个字母或者一个豆号。

第一次看到这么大的生意
不过学了很多东西 :)

2009-07-08T21:50:00.002+08:00

刚看了一个朋友的blog, 看到她刚生了一个小baby, 好可爱哦
然后她还有把生产的过程都写了出来，真的可以感觉得到她是沉浸在幸福之中，嫁给个可靠的男人。心一直都想能怀自己心爱的人的孩子，那种感觉是多么的幸福。
曾几何时，真的超想结婚生小孩，连发梦都梦到。
我知道我总是烦一些我这个年龄不该烦的东西。

我21岁都还没有到，那么快就想被绑住了吗？
我好像还有很多事情还没有做。
幻想归幻想啦，书都还没有读完，就想这些有的没的。
我连我前途是否真的有名校文凭就可以前途无量，我也不知道

没有什么啦，只是上来胡言乱语一下
羡慕下我的朋友，好幸福哦 :)

2009-06-30T23:16:00.001+08:00

放假的第二天，开始觉得20天的假期确实有点漫长
每天都呆在家的话是超级无敌闷
然后出去的话，就是花钱。再说朋友们都好像不大得空
我还要存钱买我心爱的东西 =)
所以决定明天去问看老板要不要请我？？
毕竟有双份收入的日子比较开心，就算没有等钱用，可以存着以后可以用。

虽然每次去做工前都会觉得工作的日子好闷
可是当你拿到薪水的时候，心情又是不一样了 ;)

2009-06-28T15:02:00.002+08:00

不知道夜晚是不是一个容易引人犯罪的时间...
有时候，你认识不到5分钟的一个人，对彼此的感觉却超过你对一个认识很久了的人
好像5分钟就可以让你和一个人很熟悉
那种感觉，要是你不管好自己的心，很容易又陷入一个陷阱

只能说，不要眷恋任何你知道不会permanent的东西。
短暂的，只能让你回味，当然，越短感觉越快就会淡掉
就是这样。

2009-06-27T14:41:00.003+08:00

Exam finished.
i feel bad for 1 of the subject.. the rest is ok..-_-

Went for starbucks n get myself a ice-blended frapuccino
lovin it, don't know why it can make me feel so good.
Went for my favourite boutique and get myself a new bag..(ya, again)
get myself a new high-waist dress from Dorothy Perkins..
my closet is getting full n fulll.. why dun i buy a big closet? my room just too small to fit in a big closet.
shopping alone is good.

I feel there is a lot of things i never face it and do not know how to response to it
I thought i'm mature enough to face everything by myself
but actually its not.
we have to protect ourselves when we get more exposure
and u will find that u are so little in this world and what u know n heard before is just a super-little-tiny from the facts

I'm happy that my life is getting more n more EXCITING
I hope to learn new experience
though i dun know what cost i have to pay for each lesson
*keep-my-fingers-crossing*
Awaiting.

last but not least, Bye-bye to my lecture note and the f*cking expensive text-book!!!

2009-06-19T23:59:00.003+08:00

I'm dying..
I had abandoned my blog site since ages ago.
Started from June 1st, I was just keeping my face down to the book and study for my finals.
Time passing real fast and I've done for my first paper today.

I don't mean to abandon this blogsite since nothing much to share..
I know quite an amount of peoples love to view photos instead of wordings (included me)
Should bring my camera out more often :)

After 26th June, I will be free like a bird !
but i was hoping to earn money besides studying.
ya.. to be frankly, i'm not run short of cash or what.. just.. income can actually make me feel stable for my own life.
I want to graduate as soon as possible ...
I know i'll be hate to work, but when the paychecks is actually given to you, you will feel its worth to do so.
Agree?
hehe...

我的美丽日记面膜

2009-05-13T19:55:00.012+08:00

等了差不多1个月吧，面膜终于到了！
邮差很早就来了，我还很不甘愿的起床下去签名，其实邮差叔叔很辛苦的啦！
以上11款面膜都是买10片以上就RM4 一片， 10片或以下就每片RM5

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2009-05-10T23:47:00.004+08:00

最近自己实在很够blur, 自己也不知道自己在做什么，就一直感觉上很多东西做，可是却想不到要做些什么。

还有还有，我染了头发哦！哈哈.... 个人觉得颜色还有点浅 =.=
可能看不惯吧

看得到那个颜色吧？
头发少的我害怕染后头发会掉很多，发型师说不会，那些都是技术问题，技术好不会有事。
算了啦，染就染。
最近真的好像做什么都不想再去衡量太多，觉得已经够烦了还要想那么多。
不过冲动的后果是什么.... 暂时还不知道

星期六去了金马仑，天气不是很冷，风景好像也差了少少...
由于男友星期天早上要去做人家的“兄弟”，所以只好在半夜4点就要从金马伦下来。
半夜的山路是很够力恐怖的罗。
还看到很多不该看到的东西。
所谓的不该看到不是说“鬼”，是说，有马来情侣三更半夜在路边拍拖，有的姿势很奇怪，大家都知道什么事啦，不用说到很明显。

我不想在半夜走山路了，真的好恐怖 =,- 路暗就算了，真得很怕看到不该看到的东西（鬼），结果是看到那些在幽会的马来人。
哈哈。

2009-04-28T20:39:00.003+08:00

好久没有上来写了！实在是太忙了.. 忙assignment 和 presentation, 　３个星期来一直不间断的ａｓｓｉｇｎｍｅｎｔ．．．

再来讲一讲上个星期，我去ｃｉｍｂ　银行按１千块出来，怎么知道钱没有出给我，还扣了我户口，让我差点哭了出来，难道我辛苦存来的钱就那么化为乌有？我当然不能够告诉我爸爸，因为他会把我给杀了。我当时就一直叫银行里面的guard 出来啊，马来人来的，不过这个马来人好像想认识我多过要帮我罗，明明里面还有一个staff 还没有放工的，叫他出来好像要他命这样。马来人的服务态度实在不敢恭维。
结果我自己打回给自己的银行问他我该怎么办，态度好多了，他说系统故障，会把1000还我的。
我就不放心，去了家附近的银行再看多一次，我的1000回来了。
幸好。
我以后不会在放工时间按钱了。
免得出什么事没有人要帮我。

再说这个礼拜的事，终于忙完了。可是忙完过后又觉得空虚，讨人厌。

大家有看报纸的话应该都知道，sunway 有个学院生被强奸又被打抢，结果四周围都多了很多guard。我有一个lecture 是到晚上7点的，有个我班的肥婆竟然趁机会要求早一个钟头放学，根本就是多余的。2个钟头的课变一个钟，上什么鬼。
你不如在家休息不要来更好。
况且你应该也不会有人敢来动你吧？

不知道啦，莫名其妙。

2009-04-16T11:49:00.002+08:00

好久没有上来了！
现在的我正在放假１个礼拜中．．．可是却不能尽情地去休息。
因为有很多ａｓｓｉｇｎｍｅｎｔ要交，这就是做学生的“苦”。
而且我对现在这个ａｓｓｉｇｎｍｅｎｔ　没有什么头绪，很压力啊！！！！！
写了２行字就去做别的东西，比如看电视，看我的猫，或者出去走走．．
写了５行字就跑去睡觉。
就这样，我用了３天，一个３０００个字的ａｓｓｉｇｎｍｅｎｔ　都还完成不到３０％。
你讲我够力没有？
怎么办啊？

那班在吉兰丹ｐｏｕ的你们，开心没有啊？
没有ａｓｓｉｇｎｍｅｎｔ的你们，实在令人羡慕。
小心一点哦，别被回教党的人抓去说你们没有遵守规则，哈哈哈哈。

2009-04-02T10:23:00.002+08:00

昨天终于交上了第一份的assignment...
mid sem break 也快到了，1个星期的假期不是给我拿来玩的，我要拿来读书的。
或许我会专心读书吧？

3月28日那天我有关灯哦，因为我都不在家。
不过这里好像没有什么人响应哦。
看来保护地球的意识还是很低。

对了，最近想要助养小孩呢。有没有人有兴趣呢？去 www.worldvision.com.my 看看。
1个月只需50 令吉就可以帮助有需要的小孩，让他们也有快乐的生活。
快乐的我们应该要帮助不快乐的他们，对不对？

2009-03-26T10:52:00.000+08:00

我的白猫跳进隔壁家的水缸那里，那里好高，而且又是凹字型的。为什么你可以这么笨，跳得进去跳不出来？
还要我们搬自己家的楼梯上去救你下来？还要赶你，你才肯下来。
白猫受了很大的惊吓，轻轻动它都会吓到。
看你以后还敢不敢爬到那么高？
要不是我给你带了个铃当，人家怎么可能发现你困在上面？
你最好给我乖乖哦，猫咪，我不知道可以救你几次哦。

天气真的好坏哦，明明烈日当空，转眼间却下起狂风大雨，地球真的生病了...

下个月１个星期有２天是工作的哦。
我不知道我这个选择到底是对的吗？
要加油哦～

大地百花齐放

2009-03-24T17:44:00.003+08:00

今天早上下雨。最讨厌就是早上下雨，因为感觉上整天就会很懒散。早上有课，可是我去到学校的时候才想起早上的课已经取消了。走去图书馆的时候，第１个表情就是：哇。那么多的雨伞，我应该可以用夸张来形容。

这么好的摄影题材，我当然毫不犹豫拿出我的手机来拍。其实我觉得随身带着一个数码相机可以拍下所有你不想错过的画面。手机毕竟还是手机，怎样都不会比相机清晰。

还有造成轰动的＂雪花＂。我们上课上到一半，发现很多人的头都往外看，我也跟着他们看外面。天啊，是雪花在飘吗？很多白色类似雪花的东西飘了下来。如果本地也下雪的话，那还得了？？迫不及待的一下课就去研究，结果是一大堆泡泡。到底是谁在顶楼洗东西把泡泡都飞了下来？

p/s: 我发现我２天就吃了４０块呢！还是吧生吃东西最便宜！

2009-03-22T13:41:00.004+08:00

can't believe the virus block me from viewing my MUSO and blogger.

but it still allowed me to online with msn ...

how sympathetic are u! mr Virus!

Now, the end of march, uni's life is still free and easy.

When the beginning of April start onwards, i don't know what will goin to happen..

Again, third year subject is so annoying .

Here comes Hello Kitty from M.A.C.!

hello kitty balloon with any purchase of the range

I'm definitely not huge fans of hello kitty, but i bought the lipgloss becoz of the balloon. (but i like the color so much)
Good marketing strategy indeed. =)

2009-03-18T00:01:00.003+08:00

blogger 还是不让我upload 照片！我不知道为什么，有人可以告诉我为什么吗？
最近过得还蛮充实。
上个星期天去玩 go-kart, 有个王八蛋马来人撞我害我差点去旁边的轮胎堆里面。

快21岁了，好像老了哦。
看到现在小妹妹的穿着，还真的惨不忍睹。
没有叫你穿名牌，可是不要把红绿灯的颜色都穿上身吧？
唉，谁没有过去？过去的我应该也是很阿莲的，喇叭裤大大个都敢穿。哈哈。

今天有个信用卡的promoter 跟我要电话，男生。
我不知道要怎样，不懂要拒绝还是怎样。
我有告诉他就算你拿了我的电话号码，怎样说服我都好，我都不够岁也没有资格申请啦。
他说不要紧，做朋友也不错。
既然你那么坚持，我就给你我的电话号码罗。
我也不懂要怎样拒绝他，看他的同事在起哄，我也不好意思让你丢脸。
没办法，我就给他我的号码了。
哈哈。

2009-03-07T23:54:00.002+08:00

开学了，一打开课本就好想要睡觉哦，好多字又好厚重....
自从进了这个学校后，就不能有那种“偷机取巧”+ “得过且过”的心态。

这几天一直梦到一个叫 frankfurt 的地方。
去网上查看，原来是在德国。
我真的不知道这个地方。在梦境里隐约看到有个牌子是写着这个字的。
然后我在那里的城市走啊走，好像在找寻些什么似的。
而且我的梦每天是连续性的哦。
好诡异！
我要好好认识这个地方。

2009-03-01T16:11:00.003+08:00

明天开学了！这4个月的假期实在有够漫长，而且我还有拿短期课程，还是觉得漫长！拿完课程过了新年，还是觉得时间真慢！天啊......
下个星期4 就是成绩出炉了，心情有够复杂。
工钱还没有拿到，因为工作还没有做完，要加油了！工作做完后要全心投入在课业上了!
(我是那种不能每个东西分一半一半去做的，我要一样做完后，才能专心在另外一样。）
希望今年学业可以顺顺利利，平平安安。我要出社会工作！
我知道全部人都认为读书比工作好，可是好迫不及待想要知道自己的实力到哪里！

2009-02-21T00:55:00.002+08:00

有时我真的分不清楚，我是不是在给你利用着。
或许我自己有一套理论，认为利用我的人应该都不会去理我的感受。
但是你不同，你的付出让我觉得你是真心的。有时甚至会觉得，你付出的比我多。
你花心思在我身上，比我花在你身上还多。
真的很想拥有一架可以解读人们思想的机器。
就算知道残酷的事实我也无所谓，好过每天猜来猜去。
人就这样罗，一旦习惯了有些人一直不断的sms 你，关心你。有时或许人家只是一时忙碌，忘了问候你，整个思绪就会乱了。
我越来越不了解我自己，曾经为了某些人每晚都在哭，可是转眼间我竟然可以完全放下了他。

心情低落的时候，你安慰我。
我一直以为我可以令所有身边的人开心，但我确实也会令到有人为了我而不开心。
我不是完美的。当我一直不断寻找理由告诉自己说，你不是有心的。而当换成是我令到人家不开心的话，他们又会为我寻找理由来告诉他们自己说，我不是有心的吗？
我也是有不小心的时候，可是人们好像都不让我犯错。

我很怕见到你，因为我怕见了你我会想你。可是我又不能不见你，因为你说你想我，我不想你因为想念我而不能睡，虽然我不知道是不是真的。
反正我就是不想要你辛苦，却忘了自己其实更辛苦。
到底你临睡前真的会想我吗？

每次要离开你的时候，你总是带着那种不舍的眼神，你也总是欲言又止。
我不知道是不是我多心，我怀疑我自己的感觉。
因为当我觉得是真的，结果是假的。觉得是假的时候，其实是真的。

你说以我的条件绝对可以吸引到很多男生。
我不觉得这是赞美，或许你只是想要找到，说服你自己的理由。
如果吸引了一大堆自己对他们没有感觉的男生，那又有什么鬼用？
我只希望可以吸引我自己喜欢的那个人就好了。

你不像是那种不会拿捏分寸的人。
不过这次你好像乱了分寸，你忘了好朋友和情人的那个底限。
你真的忘了。
要怪你吗？要怪你害我跌入了陷阱吗？
不能，我不能怪你。我自己也有责任。
看，我又再帮你找借口了。

我一直都觉得，要升华当情人，永远都是要有那个timing 在。
不是你每天对他好，他就会感动。
而是当你不小心对他好的时候，他的心不小心就让你住了进去。
这个"不小心”的时机到底花了多少人的时间去等候？
到底是不是要像拉风筝线一样，对你忽冷忽热你才会想我？

我怕。好想可以有样东西让我麻醉。

Tag

2009-02-17T00:08:00.003+08:00

"Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 20 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!"

tagged from Sarah..

1. I love doraemon so so much. Never fall in love with other cartoon characters.

2. I wish I can travel around Europe.

3. I wish to further my master studies while I'm working.

4. I like to collect Polo Ts' from every fashion brand.

5. I love to drive at night.

6. I wish to have my own house with my love one.

7. I wish to own a fully-imported SUV in future. (Porsche Cayenne!!!!!)

8. I wish to hug penguin.

9. I think cats is sometimes adorable than dogs.

10. I know I speak kinda slow, but bear in mind... i'm not a talkative person.

11. I love branded watch rather than branded bags.

12. I love to buy clothes instead of shoes.

13. I wish to bath under the rain. (LoL!!)

14. I can make my tears drop in 10 seconds time.

15. I hate people do not pay attention on me while I talking.

16. I hate lizards and cockroach.

17. I hate guys with gold frame spectacles.

18.I hate those who keep blaming this and that.

19. I never regret with what I've done before.

20. I love to eat BBQ plaza~~~~~

2009-02-10T18:11:00.003+08:00

经过了6天6夜的煎熬........... 我终于考完了！！！

首先我要谢谢各位保佑我的神明，给我读到这次的考题是什么.....
我是照之前lecturer 给的tips 读的，虽然他说到好像全部都重要，可是不知道为什么我又特别为几个chapter 打星星.....
所以我就选择相信自己啦！

不敢说自己有实力，只能说“侥幸”。可是人生中到底有多少次侥幸呢？
所以啊，最重要的是不要临时抱佛脚罗！早点准备比较好........

2009-02-04T12:48:00.002+08:00

还有1个星期就考试了，虽然只考一科，比平时轻松多了，可是要从新年的mood 回到考试的 mood, 就好像天堂掉进地狱。为什么快乐的日子总是特别快过？
拿起课本还有lecture note 就觉得好想睡觉。突然间又胡思乱想，到底上个sem 我是怎样读书的？到底为什么要换学校，为什么要赶着毕业....不然的话我现在可以在这4个月假期里面做工赚钱，而不是读书考试...........

真的好多好多的为什么！！顶不顺自己.....

2009-01-24T13:58:00.002+08:00

昨天回去我的母校-兴华中学
看到好多好多的老师... 大家还是没有什么变，只是身为学生的我们却一直在变。
本来是师生的关系，后来毕业了，感觉上比较像是朋友多一点，可以不用什么顾忌的去交谈，不用90度敬礼。

大家准备好过新年了吗？我已经准备好了.... 什么都买齐了
哈哈
明天就是团圆饭了！ =)

2009-01-19T00:21:00.002+08:00

好久都没上来了哦！最近也没什么特别事发生，都是在准备着要过新年啦！
今天我就在家整理自己的房间，找到了很多以前的照片！尤其是我跟晓珊的。。我觉得拿着相片本子看比在网路上面看有趣多了。数码相机的不好处就是，照片看得到，能放上网就算了，没有洗出来。如果万一电脑坏了还是记忆卡出了什么问题，就什么都没了。
希望新年期间可以看到所有的朋友们，然后拍照拍个够本吧！我准备要去买多一张记忆卡了，哈哈！

2009-01-07T20:15:00.004+08:00

Long time never update my blog ..

Yesterday was a busy day. Went to the new japanese buffet restaurant called TENJI in Soho KL, Mont Kiara. Not bad for their food, but since its now promotion period, lunch hour RM29.90++ per pax for first hour and the additional hour will be costing RM10++ per pax. We eat until very full, only RM44 per person. After the promotion period, it will be RM77++ per pax for lunch hour. That's why the restaurant fully book for few weeks already. Crazy isn't it ?

Compare to Jogoya, although it is not much choice of food and dessert but the price is worth it to have a try.

By the way, the ambience of the restaurant is pretty nice too =)

All these photos are capture at the outdoor open-air dining area, inside wan I forgot to take photos ;( forgot to take some photos for the foods too :( so sorry that I only know I have to eat until i'm full in 2 hours :P

After that, headed down to Bangsar Shawn Cutler for my hair perm.. thanks to FEI, my hairstylist, with a super big spectacles and he is sooo funny. Kenji is funny as well... keep talking to me within the 2 hours when I doing my perm... Once they know I'm from Klang, they two was like : Hah? then ma everyday need to jam like hell lo?

I said: No la, I'm not living in klang city area.

Then they continue their traffic-jam story ady... Wa, that day I go Klang fetch one friend go watch movie , very jam oh.... next time dont want find already...

I said: Aiya.. see what kind of friend lor.. if is pretty girl, nvm lar.. maybe it is ur happiness for entire life...

They laugh.

When outside started to rain..

They said: haha, raining already, u cham liao.. cannot go home liao, have to stay until 10pm.

I said: so kua chiong wan meh?

Then i show them with my portable umbrella.. They stunned n said , Wa, u can predict weather wan ar?

Harlow, nowadays evening keep raining wan lar, I sure know must bring umbrella ma.

Anyway, very nice talking with u guys :)

Another stupid story... after i want to go back from Bangsar, suddenly feel like want to go toilet so much, then I quickly turn into Midvalley and look for toilet, then I end up doing some shopping in Midvalley (since i already there). haha

2008-12-31T17:29:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

goodbye 2008, halo 2009.....

today is the end of the day of 2008.. honestly, 2008 is not a good year for me. but is a year i try alot of new thing and face some new changes. Example like I transfer from Sunway to Monash, brand new environment for studies... and be a backpackers in New Zealand.. First time know credit card is really important for our life... (when u dun have enough cash in a totally strange place)..

Anyway, hope next year will be the BEST year ever for me. I'm very excited for our chinese new year ! IT'S COMING ...

hehe, I bought BURBERRY BRIT parfum for myself ! as a pressie for new year...

I love the smell so so much.... But still i wanna get the ISSEY MIYAKE wan as well

okay, until here then !

Ciaoz

2008-12-24T17:57:00.010+08:00

第８天　　　　　　　　　　　　　26/11/2008

今天去Queenstown! 很期待，这里应该是整个ｔｒｉｐ　里面我最喜欢的一个地方。听说电影　ｌｏｒｄ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｒｉｎｇｓ　也是在这里取景哦～

　　　　　　　　　　皇后城的一角～
　　　来到皇后城必吃的汉堡ｆｅｒｇｂｕｒｇｅｒ！超大个！我都吃不完．．．可是薯条很赞！好怀念哦．．．

　　　　　　　　　　　　　够大吧？
　　　　　　　　　　汉堡店的外观　　　
　　　　　　　　　　　　　在市镇的一角就是这个超级漂亮的湖！ｌａｋｅ　Ｅｓｐｌａｎａｄｅ

　　　　　　　在湖边荡秋千的感觉真不错！隔壁那个外国人荡的好高！我很怕她会飞出去

　　　　　　　　　　　　　会游泳的狗狗，它的主人实在有够漂亮！
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　耶稣再世．．．牺牲自己的肉体来喂食这班小鸟！好伟大

　　　　　　　　　　　　　今天不是假日也好多人在湖边看风景晒太阳。太阳很大，其实很冷下．

没想到在湖边吹吹风也可以吹了整个下午！一天就这么过了．．．．

其实皇后城出名笨猪跳，还有空中降落伞。可是价钱都很贵，再说洋人的游戏真的好刺激哦！我没有胆量玩．．．．到了今天所剩的钱不多，所以要很省很省．．．

今天的晚餐又是意大利面～

第９天　　　　　　　　　　　27/11/2008

这么美的地方怎么可能留一天就走？当然是继续留下来住多一天．．．．

今天我们去　Ａｒｒｏｗｔｏｗｎ..

我也不晓得这里有什么来头，除了也是魔戒ｌｏｒｄ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｒｉｎｇｓ　拍摄的地点之一，我也不知道还有什么特别了。可能是建筑物的风格？很牛仔风哦～周杰伦应该来这里拍牛仔很忙的ｍｔｖ。

　　　　　　　　　　　　这条河里面的沙都有金的存在哦！因为这里以前是开金矿的

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　我在一个很古老的电话亭前面

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　牛仔城的一角．．．．．

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　笨猪跳的发源地．．

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　笨猪跳ｂｕｎｇｙ　ｊｕｍｐ的配备．．．
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　这么高，看了都怕。你敢跳下去吗？　

2008-12-22T17:07:00.011+08:00

第7天 25/11/2008

这几天的天气都不好，一直下雨，导致天气冷到半命。

早上匆匆忙忙的要离开昨天那鬼地方！离开的时候我整个人都放松了。

今天要去 te anau, 也是很出名的　ｍｉｌｆｏｒｄ　ｓｏｕｎｄ（米佛峡湾）的附近。人家说没有来过这峡湾就不算来过纽西兰。

在还没有去到　ｔｅ　ａｎａｕ　前，我们下到了纽西兰的最南方，就是　Ｉｎｖｅｒｃａｒｇｉｌｌ，　这里是出名吃蚝（ｏｙｓｔｅｒ），不过天气很不好，风很大又很冷很冷，大概是７度吧！因为已经在最南边了，所以特别冷。这里也是可以坐船到南极的哦！不过，谁敢去啊？　

随便吃了顿早餐就快点去　ｔｅ　ａｎａｕ　了，怕没有时间看峡湾。

到了ｔｅ　ａｎａｕ　已经是１点多了，从刚才那鬼地方来到这里要４个小时多。再去米佛峡湾的话要再多２个钟头。本来已经坐到屁股痛了，没有办法还是要再继续那２个小时多的路程。

坐船看峡湾好贵哦，一个人大概要１４０马币。

在去看峡湾的途中．．．

高耸入云的山。雪融化成的瀑布

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　瀑布形成的彩虹
　　　　　　　　　　　　　连树林都那么漂亮

　　　　　　　　　　　　　这就是闻名世界的米佛峡湾　ｍｉｌｆｏｒｄ　ｓｏｕｎｄ　　啦！

这不是我们坐的船，不懂为什么拍到别人的船没有拍到自己的船－．－

峡湾的一角．．．．

要看风景，真的要先可以抵抗那冷到不行的风。我的手简直是冷到麻痹了，没有了知觉。幸好船上的服务周到，还有热汤给你暖手。我觉得这个峡湾没有什么特别．．．还是我不会欣赏？　纽西兰有很多的峡湾．．有　ｄｏｕｂｔｆｕｌ　ｓｏｕｎｄ，　ｍａｒｌｂｏｒｏｕｇｈ　ｓｏｕｎｄ　等等。很多人都说美到不行，而我真得不懂怎样欣赏。就很翠绿的山，很漂亮的水，就这样。不过来到纽西兰不是看风景还有什么呢？

因为太冷的关系我在船外面一下子就进去船里面休息了。外面的主持人一直说呆在里面太可惜了，快点出来。我也想啊，那么冷，我都顶不顺！手又冻僵了．．．

然后我休息够了出去，却看见大家都穿上了雨衣。我当然也跟着大队啦！哪里知道船竟然靠近那座他说有５千年历史的瀑布，给我们淋下。我也傻傻站在那边淋，跑都来不及。湿＋冷风，简直要了我的命啊！我多么担心回到去会发烧！冷到不行．．．

幸好我没有发烧啦！莫名其妙带人家去淋瀑布嘛。

2008-12-21T12:31:00.005+08:00

第6天 23/11/2008
最莫名其妙的一天，也是最不开心的一天啦！
因为我们不知道要下Te Anau 或者是 Catlins.. Te Anau 是比较大的城市，Catlins 是很少人的一个市镇，可是有很多野生动物看，于是有人就建议我们去 Catlins 。
从 Dunedin 去 Catlins 大概1个小时多而已。
去到 Catlins 的时候，我们发现那里真的没有什么人！很恐怖的那种，然后很多商店又有被打破玻璃的痕迹，那里少数的人到底是怎样生活的？什么娱乐都没有！
不过在 Catlins 我看到海豚！海豚在海上面跳来跳去！可惜太远了，相机拍不到....
然后就在最偏僻的一方... 发现了这个景色

赞啦，海浪拍打石头的声音很好听，不像一般在沙滩旁听到的...

不过今天住宿的地方很恐怖。
是一间100年前的医院，不过经过改装后，就...
还是有医院的味道在啦！
那个负责人还说晚上看到鬼的话，就跟他们打招呼，不用害怕。
我听了直接冷掉。
冲凉房很像手术室！！！！我连在里面1秒我都很毛骨悚然，为什么会住在这样的地方啊？？
整个地方就是超级怪啦。有一个角落的花开到特别旺盛的, 真是毛上加毛。我真的不敢再四周围望了，我怕会给我找到坟场。
我最记得今天我7点就睡了。虽然很不想睡，可是就是不想让自己的眼睛到晚上的时候还是开着的。
我很想快点离开这个鬼地方。
晚上睡觉的时候一直感觉有“人”在推我
我真是超想大骂脏话。

隔天早上大概6点我们就赶快随便收拾下就走人。
我超讨厌这个地方。送我去住我也不要

2008-12-18T21:37:00.009+08:00

第四天 22/11/2008

去完了lake tekapo 和 mount cook, 我们就继续往南下。首先，我们就到了 Dunedin。这里是知名大学university of otago 的所在地。听说越南下的建筑物就越英式，果然名不虚传。不过越南下，也当然会越冷，幸好来之前已经做好了准备。Dunedin 这个地方的路，都是很斜+很弯的。所有的住宅区几乎都不是建在平地，都是在山上的。这里也有最出名的 baldwin street, 全世界最斜的街，平均斜度有19度那么高！很多小cc 的车子都很难上的到，我们用脚走也很辛苦下。

baldwin street, 我看到的时候也是 “哇”一声...

车子想上去可是怕滚下来+吃油

坐在有世界纪录的街上感觉实在不一样！

由于是礼拜六嘛，洋人最喜欢在这天带家人到公园去晒太阳，听音乐。这个botanic park 虽然很多人出入，可是也没有四处都是垃圾哦！强~ 如果在我们boleh land 的话应该是不可能的事。

公园的景色是超级漂亮，花也开的很旺盛。很难想象4个月前的这里是一片白雪茫茫....

接下来想去找企鹅的踪影，于是我们就上了海岸公路去 otago peninsula, otago 是一个省，dunedin 就只是在 otago 的一个小地方。海岸公路超级弯曲，我自己根本不敢驾，那么弯曲的路时速限制竟然是80km/h，是疯了吗？ 40 还差不多！ 80 如果控制不好随时冲下海呢。况且旁边完全是没有栏杆的。

海岸公路的尽头

这里的海滩竟然可以看到海狮在那边晒太阳，完全没有栏杆什么都没有。平时只能在动物园看到的动物现在就在我眼前。不过也有告示牌说要靠近它的话要小心，因为它会攻击人。我当然不敢靠近它啦！看来这里的海滩不是给人类，是给海狮和企鹅的。
等了很久，差不多8点多快天黑的时候，企鹅出现了。

本来以为可以去动动那些企鹅，哪里知道保安人员不懂那里杀出来的，叫我们把相机都关掉，然后不可以靠近企鹅，只好远远看罗。不过那些企鹅会跑到你的脚那边去，可是你也不能去动它。

回到住宿的地方已经是累+饿到要死了，去超市买了些食物回去煮就当一餐来吃了。

第5天 23/11/2008
由于星期日很多商店都是关门的，购物中心也是一样。所以在这里，星期日最好不要住在偏僻的地方，因为你随时可能会饿死！我们星期日还是在dunedin, 超无聊的。走到街上什么店都是关门，人也没有几个。
我们去了cadbury 巧克力工厂看看，也没有什么东西看，也没有什么照拍，所以就回去住宿的地方睡觉了。

2008-12-14T16:56:00.013+08:00

第三天 21/11/2008

早上一大早就起身了，因为差不多６点天就亮了。同房的两个英国人被我们吵醒，真是不好意思。幸好他们没有生气，而且还祝我们旅途愉快顺利，真好 :)

我们今天要去的是 lake tekapo 和 mt. cook （纽西兰最高的山）。
沿路风景....

浅蓝色的河
路边的野花也那么漂亮
离雪山越来越近了哦～如果冬天来一定更美！整座都是白色的。不过我可能会冷死 -_-
到了 lake tekapo, 很漂亮很漂亮的湖，而且，湖水是天空蓝色的！没有夸张！据说是因为雪山+天空+太阳的关系，我也不知道怎样解释，是时候去查看地理课本了...

不懂为什么相机很难拍得出那个颜色...

超级清澈的湖水.... 叹为观止

山峰在我手指下... 哈哈哈

停留没多久，我们就继续前往 mt. cook 。

雪山越来越近了...

途中遇到了 salmon farm, salmon 就是我们每次吃日本餐那个橙色的三文鱼啦！生产在河的上游，所以它们游泳都很有力的哦！
又要经过一段2个多钟头的路程才能到达mt. cook

爬了一段30分钟的山路，山的后面就是溶化了的冰河，奶蓝色的水，有点像九层糕的冰。据说是温室效应所以冰河溶成这样哦。我还期待有几壮观呢 -_-
这就是mt cook 的真面目啦~

今晚的住宿很棒，是对着刚才的lake tekapo! 晚上的风很大很大，很怕屋子会被吹走，而且也超冷的，还说是春天，跟冬天有什么分别嘛！差没下雪而已是吧！

2008-12-11T09:09:00.006+08:00

第二天 20/11/2008

由于昨天到达 christchurch 的时候已经下午了，想休息多一天再继续明天的的旅程，所以第二天还是在 christchurch。

不习惯一起身就喝咖啡，所以绿茶比较好
为什么这里的玫瑰花开到不用本的？

超多的晓珊！（bear) 呵呵

吃饱后就到christchurch郊外走走....

路旁的树排排站，还直到不像话 -.-

我在玫瑰园里面
玫瑰园外观..

过后我们不小心进入住宅区的里面，发现里面有更漂亮的地方！

遍地小白花，太漂亮了！
我在柳树下... 虽然太阳很猛，可是风还是很冷。莫名奇妙的天气
整个屋子都是玫瑰花，是一个 aunty 一手打理的。她还邀请我们进去屋子拍照，我们怎么好意思？aunty 随便就给陌生人进去他家，可以想象那里的人是多么热情？
够艺术性的照片 :)

2008-12-06T12:25:00.009+08:00

第一天 19/11/2008

我们决定到南岛玩，因为那里比较多漂亮的风景。一想到14天要在完全陌生的地方生活，我就感到有点害怕。这次时坐廉价航空，pacific blue ,有超帅的空中少爷，想要跟他拍照可是没有勇气 =(

一个人的机票（one way 而已) 大概NZD$ 70，大概马币140 吧，还算便宜。

这次是飞去纽西兰的第二大城市，christchurch...

我们的飞机，是用楼梯上下的。

飞机上看下来的景色 :)

白云 =)

坐了1个钟头又20分钟的飞机后，终于到达了。christchurch 的建筑物比较老和英国化。

市中心的基督教堂，很大间！
漂亮吧？水可是超清洁的哦～
一间礼品店的楼上，bear bear 在逃走哦～
跟一个路过的uncle 拍照 :)

2008-12-03T09:19:00.002+08:00

结束了纽西兰14天的南岛之旅，总共3655公里的旅程，环绕了南岛的四分之二。

每个地方停留最多两天，住宿的地方几乎都是洋人，认识了很多很多来自德国，瑞士，法国，美国，英国，丹麦，芬兰的人。丹麦的女生很漂亮。不得不佩服洋人的勇气，背着那么重的背包骑脚车环绕整个岛要整3个月的时间，厉害！男生这么做还可以理解，连女生也是这么做哦！想想看，南岛其实除了2个大城市 Christchurch 还有 Queenstown 之外, 其余的地方还真的是偏僻！连住宿的地方可能都没有。他们骑着脚车，累了就可能进去森林歇一歇，搭个帐篷，多省钱。在南岛的时候才真的是觉得人身在外国，街上都是洋人，到处都是在讲英文，街头的建筑物风格都很漂亮，很复古，很英国风，这时才真的觉得自己离家很远很远。

或许自己还真的是身长在温室里的小花，有些住宿的地方很不习惯，风俗也是。不习惯早上起来就喝咖啡，不习惯没有白饭和青菜的日子... 洋人吃菜来来去去都是那几种，5只手指都算得出，而且都是生的，我比较喜欢吃清炒，就是文化的不同啦。

洋人确实都很friendly, 他们不管你是谁都会跟你打招呼，问你今天好吗，等等之类的。接触了那么多国家的洋人，英国人的英文还真的很难听的懂，都是听一半不听一半，什么 how you doing today? Have you @#$(*!?^downton @*$&!@?!*@$.... 所以我有时只是笑而不语。洋人都不用okay 的哦，都是用 Cool，Sweet 还有 lovely 来取代。而且男生会比女生friendly 很多很多。

等我把一千多张照片一一放进去电脑的时候我再来慢慢介绍每个地方给你们认识，还有一些惊险的经验都post 上来...

2008-11-28T15:19:00.002+08:00

The scariest day of my life has finally arrived...

My Academic Record
AFW1001 Introduction to Accounting A 75 D
ECW2721 Trade finance & Foreign Ex. 64 C
AFW2341 International Fin. Manag. 66 C
BTW1200 Business Law 68 C

Thanks god I passed all my subject!
Gonna study extra-hard next year ady... =)

Greetings from New Zealand!

2008-11-27T11:36:00.002+08:00

Lake Esplanade, Queenstown.

The weather here is so unpredictable.
I guess i'm doing fine. Haha

2008-11-17T15:47:00.002+08:00

千里迢迢坐了整10个钟头的飞机来到这里，离家12000公里外的我，有点想念家了。

证明我确实不是出国的料。

在飞机上的时间最难熬，睡觉的话很辛苦，脚不够位放，也要多谢前面的印度老兄，把椅子推到那么后，害我放脚都困难！在飞机的第一餐我很没有胃口吃，剩很多。我也没有看戏，因为荧幕太小了，又反光，很难看。选择睡觉的我，在不知不觉中就度过了6个钟头，起来时才发现我的脚好像已经不属于我自己的了。唉。

早餐选择了nasi lemak, 还不错吃，终于把它吃完了。结果发现自己的肚子隐隐作痛，我一直求神拜佛说不好这样玩我嘛，在飞机上肚子痛？

纽西兰的海关很严的，我很害怕，所以选了一个比较漂亮的海关小姐，问题还是很多！重点是，她的英文好重的英国腔啊！我又不好意思一直pardon me的说，只好用自己的直觉去听... 终于还是顺利过关了，行李也没有什么查，谢谢各位海关先生的宽容，一个人拿24公斤的行李不是开玩笑的！！谢谢你们省了我又放又拿的功夫...

21天后回家的路程将会是11个钟，完蛋了。

完了完了，拜托找个人来把我给打晕......

2008-11-10T19:50:00.006+08:00

谢谢我生日那天赏脸来我家 party 的朋友们哦！还有谢谢你们的礼物.... （p/s: eric, 你的礼物我会好好的收起来不让别人看到............）
谢谢有sms 来祝福我的朋友们... 你们记性真好 :P
还有谢谢嘉麒和嘉麟从远方来的祝福....
还有嘉灯你最近到底忙什么啊？
还有德钰！没有想到你有阅读我的blog 哦.. 虽然跟你好像没有说过话，不过还是要谢谢你！:)
希望你在美国那里都顺利哦～
还有还有.... 姚豪杰你忘了我的生日！不要跟你好了...

最近忙着收拾自己的行李还有去shop 一些必需品..
买了一双 converse 的鞋，第一次买 converse, 希望它不会让我失望啦！（听说纽西兰那里的nike 便宜到没有人有 =.=)

说真的，距离上飞机还有５天，我没有什么兴奋感 :(

或许是因为没有办法毫无牵挂的去旅行吧。

2008-11-06T14:26:00.003+08:00

今天是我的大寿！！！！！

p/s:20 岁了.... 唉

收到了很多很多的祝福！谢谢你们哦～

终于考完试了，有一科很不满意哦 :(

身为学生要承担的风险莫过于＂肥老＂(fail)

不管怎样都好，这也是人生的一部分... 不管伤心或是开心，我们都要面对，都要享受人生，因为活着就是幸福的！

2008-11-01T17:54:00.002+08:00

还剩下一科，２００８就 bye bye 了！
monash 还真的不是省油的灯... 天啊，没办法，这是代价！
除了 hardwork, 还是 hardwork..
那天看到几个读engineering 的朋友，喜喜哈哈的，好像没什么烦恼，你们到底读什么好像没有压力的啊？=.=

老实说，８月到１０月还真的过到很不顺利，当所有事情都 goes against you 的时候，你除了接受+忍耐+努力，你没有其他的选择。
人往高处爬，遇到瓶颈的时候你还是要爬。一面读书一面流眼泪，看喜剧也会看到哭，出了去不想回家，一直兜到半夜１２点为止，不想看到人，不想回答任何的问题。

我们做人，靠自己最实在，对不对？

2008-10-29T19:04:00.002+08:00

呼，终于有点空闲的时间上来写 blog...
我目前在考着finals, ４科已经考了２科，还是连续２天的那种，有种快要窒息的感觉...
下个星期就是我的生日了！超期待的～

2008-10-09T18:00:00.002+08:00

这几天的雨是下到超级恐怖大的那种..连驾车看路都辛苦

上面那张照片是我回家的路上拍的，那个黑云看似没有什么大不了，可是那个云是卷着的，散开来的时候好像那个海浪，一浪推一浪，很够力恐怖罗！我很怕等下的雨又是很恐怖的那种... 很多motor 骑士也是一直对着那个云指指点点，因为看似好像浓烟冒出来，可是这个是云来的！..

昨天晚上的情绪再度差点崩溃，我很害怕自己的努力又被忽视。
幸好有你...
我打给你的时候，我还是处于鼻子塞着的情况。你知道我刚哭完，你很害怕我在电话对着你哭，因为你说过，你希望我在你面前哭也不要我在私底下自己哭。我还骂了你一顿因为你一直不出声，我知道你不懂怎样安慰我。后来你跟我说了几个不好笑的笑话，我也知道你很尽力的要我开心，听到你那不好意思的笑声，还有很烦恼的语气，好啦，我知道你尽力了。谢谢你。你还说如果我睡不着的话可以再打给你，可是我不能那么自私，你明天还有工作。我也知道你在工作上面对的压力比我更大，可是我暂时还没有办法了解你的心情，真的不好意思。

临睡前你送了一张 winnie the pooh 的图画给我，虽然我喜欢的是叮当，可是我还是笑了。谢谢你啦，伟。有你这个朋友，我不会再害怕挑战了 :)

2008-10-07T19:12:00.000+08:00

那天去佛堂学古筝的时候，发现自己真的老了，一大群奔奔跳跳的小孩子在那里学，自己应该是最老的那位吧。老师的人很好，一听到我以前也是华乐团的，他就好像很兴奋难怪我会学的那么快。

佛堂很漂亮，好像一间豪宅，里面的气氛根本不像普通的佛堂那么严肃，反而很温馨，很温和。到了晚上几乎人都走完了，我走进了一个房间，超级漂亮，里面有钢琴，有很多很多的佛经，还有一尊佛象。

这几个月的心情真的不是很好。我不想表露在脸上因为我不想影响别人。

我跪在佛主的面前，我告诉他，为什么这个世界上努力的人总是得不到结果，而不努力的人却什么事都很顺利？
不是说＂一份耕耘，一份收获＂吗？为什么耕耘了没有收获？
佛祖你是不是漏了告诉我些什么东西吗？
读书是不是都要靠运气的？应该说，运气６０分，努力４０分？
为什么以前所教过的＂一份耕耘，一份收获＂其实是骗人的？
做人是不是以坏取胜？好人总是被坏人爬在头上？
世界上的好人越来越少了，我非常明白这是为什么。

说着说着，眼泪在眼睛里面打滚，多希望佛祖能够显灵出来跟我说说几句话。

除了无奈，还是无奈。

有时真的很想什么都不管，什么都不理，什么都不想看，不想说，不想听，不想去讨厌，不想去喜欢，不想去顾虑，不想去烦。

因为当你为别人着想的时候，人家当你废的。
没有人会感激你的。
人不感激就算了，老天也不会帮忙你给你好运，因为你帮助了人。
不会的。

靠自己最实在。可是我真的好累..

2008-10-05T01:15:00.000+08:00

上了我的古筝第一课，基本功，虽然有点沉闷，弹到我手指超酸肩膀也超酸，不过我相信万丈高楼平地起，有好的基础，接下来就不用怕困难的挑战。老师也很惊讶我的基本功不错，学得也很快，我也不知道老师有没有在应酬我的意思啦，反正学好就算了，哈哈。

还在烦着我的 accounting assignment 2, 天啊，天底下怎么会有这么麻烦的会计？我的会计知识差一点忘得一干二净，所幸兴华给我的基础真的很好，所以我才能够利用一点点的时间复习就把所有的记忆都唤回来了。

看来我的星期日又要泡汤了哦....

2008-10-03T23:53:00.001+08:00

终于买了机票，下个月单独飞去纽西兰的我...
其实说是不害怕，我还怕得很呢，第一次自己做飞机去那么远的地方，１０个钟头要我不说话没什么关系，可是我毕竟还是会害怕.. 虽然我做什么都是一个人来一个人去..

其实我心情很复杂，真的很感谢老爸 sponsor 我去。
还有一个多月的时间，我要好好沉淀自己的心情应付考试，然后准备好自己的行程...

纽西兰的海关蛮严的，我还很担心我会被他们推回来..
开始庆幸自己那比半桶水还好一些的英文，可以打救我，加上我这副臭老的脸孔，超过两张的信用卡，现金，希望这一切一切可以帮我顺利以旅客身份进入纽西兰，而不会被误会成是要去跳飞机的中国小女孩... =.=

真的只求一切顺利... 拜托拜托...

2008-10-02T11:51:00.000+08:00

好久没有上来写东西了！
这两天都是开斋节，气氛很不热闹.. 尤其是puasa 期间更惨，所有halal 的餐厅都爆满，为什么马来人有优先权可以预先定位？
有几个又是真正的在puasa?

再来是.. 我又重回学华乐了，这次学了我一直以来都觉得很帅的乐器：古筝。希望不会三分钟热度啦！

觉得今年的８月到９月还真的天天都在郁闷..
很多事情都接着一箩筐的来，东西总是逆着自己所期待的而发生。
简单来说，就是事情不如我所愿！
希望一切都会好转... 加油～

2008-09-25T23:32:00.010+08:00

吹个生日蛋糕都那么辛苦？

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3

要我出手，大费周章才成功让我们的birthday girl 吹蛋糕。

2008-09-20T12:21:00.003+08:00

Went to Pavilion yesterday. The most high-end shopping centre in the KL city..
Lots of branded over there, like my favourite : Burberry, Coach, Gucci, Hugo Boss, Montblanc, Bally, Marc Jacobs, Club Monaco... and so on.
Buying branded wasn't a 'must' for me, but if i have extra money to get it, surely I will.
Not for show off, but for self-satisfying. I'm happy if I manage to get a branded.

Traffic in KL is super jam. Actually i dun mind will it be jam or not, the way they drive are obviously ganas than everywhere in Malaysia (especially those taxi drivers). My tips is do not challenge them, let them potong if you found they going to regardless of whether got putting on a signal light or not. Do not challenge their driving skill. I can say that when they start driving, you are still riding on a bicycle! Take care for you own and your car as well.

I love Pavilion.. loving the shopping environment so so much.

2008-09-17T12:51:00.002+08:00

Espetanda or Espatanda... =.= so nice la! u all really should try it in Nando's !
4 emo guys

2008-09-15T23:03:00.000+08:00

最近老妈煮的菜清一色是＂白＂的... 太过清淡了！

我的天啊？太过清淡的菜我会火滚的。
早餐没有时间出去买，因为课在１点，我９点起来做功课，到１１点左右我看到我妈的超级清淡的午餐：白粥+一盘清炒生菜。
我放弃了，没有吃。所以我去冲凉到我穿好衣服已经是１２点１５分。
我还要去银行一下所以吃都没有吃就出去了。

到了２点课完了还是空肚子的。
去了食堂绕了一圈，我很讨厌学校的食堂啦！为什么那么多印度人的食物！全部都是辣的！面包又完了！华人的那档炒的菜又老老的，又所剩无几的菜色，令我看了都不开胃。没有办法啦，还是要吃。就吃了印度人的那档。基本上我好像吃白饭拌curry 而已。

没有办法，学校离小贩中心太远了。吃顿饭都辛苦。

到了５点下课后，因为有朋友生日，去pyramid 走走看买什么给她。
走到６点半，回到家７点多，看到又是几盘清炒的菜，肉也没有。
我自己去煎一个蛋后，发现饭锅里剩的饭应该只够吃３汤匙而已。
算了，单吃蛋好了。

可怜啊............

2008-09-11T17:12:00.003+08:00

法国著名的护肤品L'occitane 送我的赠品啦，是沐浴油，shampoo 和 conditioner 哦～

继续昨天的blue心情后，今天开始继续 blue。
我觉得我好像已经开始习惯所有的一切一切，放开了很多东西。
是的，过于执着只会令自己辛苦，严重的话甚至会影响身边的人。
当困难来的时候，我们就要逆来顺受。
就算全世界都不了解你，你要记得，你自己一定要知道自己在做些什么。

这个星期天是中秋节了。买了很多月饼哦！
我不是很爱吃月饼的人，因为我觉得月饼都好甜好甜哦！
就是有人发现到像我这种低糖份的需求者，这次开始看到低糖的月饼了！甜度刚刚好.. 可惜口味不多 =.=
有人买了 tiramisu 口味的月饼.. 我实在超级不能接受，一口也不行！天啊......
很多很多人都很爱吃 tiramisu，cheese 口味的蛋糕。
我告诉你.... 我不喜欢！！！！我不能接受！！
我吃一口都还没有吞就想呕吐了。
可能我的喉龙不能接受它吧？ =.=

2008-09-10T19:19:00.004+08:00

这个学期的考试时间和日期已经公布了。时间好紧凑哦！

不过有好也有坏啦，好就是可以快点考完，不好就是可能会很紧张。

这几天的心情都阴阴地...

其实我要的开心生活很简单，几个朋友出去走走，吃个饭，喝个茶，看个电影.. 和家人星

期天一起出去吃饭..然后身边的人和自己都开开心心，那已经很足够了啊。

可是当你遇到很多跟你思想有差距的事情时，你就会开始觉得自己到底是落伍了，或者

是怀疑自己到底应不应该属于这世界。

我们人啊.. 都应该适当的调整自己的心态去看待每个事情。

过于固执只会使到自己钻牛角尖，逼自己去一个死角。

是，这大学生涯的２年里我确实学了不少东西。

我也知道我的朋友们很多都为了自己的将来，为了要赚取生活费和学费在外面打工做

part-timer, 其实我是真的很佩服你们的。可是因为没有吃过苦，所以害怕自己应付不

来，害怕自己做了错的选择。为什么生活总是要有那么多的顾虑？难道就不能自己想怎

样就怎样，管他后果会如何？

我也很想试看这种生活，我想要知道自己可以怎样把时间计划好。

我知道我已经算是很幸福的了，所以我很积极的面对每个困难。

大家也要加油哦！

2008-09-05T09:56:00.005+08:00

The weather nowadays is so nice and so cool.. makes me want to fall asleep no matter where I am. Yesterday I went to bed on 9pm.. wake up on 1am, but i decided to sleep again, until next morning 9am.

I've got my first International Financial Management assignment's mark, 14.2 over 20.
Not a good grade, but more than what I expected. Some calculation is wrong .. :S
As what Christina said... although getting a better grade is what we obliged to do so, but when we cannot get it, it's not the end of the world...
Hmm.. Sounds 'easy' but it do have its encouraging effect. Anywhere, need to put more effort on the next assignment and final exam.
Actually Monash assignment wasn't easy to do..
All question looks easy but tricky when u actually do it.
Damn ..

However.. it's all about how much you paying ur effort on ur own work.

now is September already.. cannot deny that times really passing fast like winking ur eyes =P

2008-09-03T20:38:00.003+08:00

刚才发现的彩虹... 人家说看到彩虹就会有好运，不懂是真的吗？
忘了介绍另一个小金... 我的新电话 Samsung F-480！！买了１个月多了.. so far 还算满意的说。是奥运会限量版金色的哦～ Touch screen + 5 mega pixel camera

好不容易呕完了３个 assignment !! 真的有认真去做... 只是到后来一直觉得好像做错了的感觉... business law 的最后一题又好像讲错了.. 我也不清楚啦！全部分数过半我就已经很开心了啦！

刚才又去打球了哦，很庆幸的现在没有手痛 =D

2008-08-31T22:13:00.002+08:00

My dinner farfalle (bow-tie)

After having two-days maggie mee, i decided to have something special.
(Yes, i'm bored of maggie mee already =.= )
Somehow it was not so healthy to eat too much maggie =D

2008-08-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

刚才突然看到自己以前的琴谱，想起以前学音乐时候的我，是快乐的。
透过音乐也可以说出自己的心情，可以减少压力。因为音乐的声音是美妙的。我真的很想重学.. 不懂为什么总是有种力不从心的感觉。

我就是这样罗，每做一样事之前都会想到等下的 outcome 是什么。
为人深思熟虑不是不好的事，可是这是会成为一个人的负担。

有时侯我会觉得自己好像笨蛋。当全世界都不在意的时候，剩你一个在紧张的时候，你就会觉得到底是自己想太多，还是他们太不关心了。

如果什么都不在意的话，做人又好像没什么意思。

好想脱离所有的一切一切哦..

2008-08-28T18:30:00.003+08:00

call me "maggie freak" ... haaahahaha
korean maggie mee is costly than normal maggie, but it is far away more delicious!

I bought a pair of skinny jeans from levi's... but it's the same as the one i bought last month... i never realised also...:(
haih, what to do? just thought they two are difference.
Maybe a slightly different from the design or pattern... i not so sure either..

I will be home alone within this three days since my parents out for vacation.
what a national public holidays.. sigh =(
Okay, think the other way round, I can concentrate on my law assignment and revise my subject.
Sounds nerdy i know, but that is how I spend my holidays.. unlike others, keep party-ing.. (haih, I should go for monash ball.. somemore can down for MARDIGRAS!) VU nite, anyone?? please lar =)

Random photo taken outside of my window.. (using my canon digital camera)
what a nice scene!
I used to love capture nice photos.. but buying a SLR camera for me is quite an impossible 'mission' unless my father say 'yes'.

2008-08-26T20:15:00.003+08:00

The flowers up there are so pretty.....
Part of my campus...

Not sure whether is monsoon season ... keep raining everyday and make me feel sleepy with this kind of cool(good) weather.

Keep playing with my new phone's camera function..

okay.. should get back to my assignment .. haihhz...

2008-08-25T21:12:00.000+08:00

New skins!!!!.. wakakaka.. i luv light blue~

2008-08-24T21:38:00.003+08:00

I'm going to have my trade finance mid-term test tomorrow..
started my revision yesterday morning..
but it seems like not fit into my brain very well.. stress =.=
I had finished my assignment.. should be a good news, but dunno what the hell i worrying.
worry for the answer whether correct or not?
what the hell.
why can't just let it be..
stop thinking about the differences between monash and sunway..
there's nothing big differences between them besides the expensive school fees.
want to have a rest.. so i ends up with viewing other ppl's blog.. from 8pm until now

my head is painful.. why? thanks to the rain god.. raining whole day.
what a waste for a beautiful sunday.
siang pure oil is my best friend now =.=

2008-08-22T21:58:00.003+08:00

I really find out that I'm not good in writing at all. There's a million words i want to say in mind but ends up i write nothing.

Next week going to pass up two assignments and one mid-term test coming up right away on Monday.

Monash is good.. their students.. staff.. Somehow I still missing the moment we had in Sunway.. haha..

Promise to write in English last time but didn't make it to every post.
Racked up my brain for my assignment.. finding out my vocabs are really not so SUFFICIENT anymore for me in writing assignment...

Yea, it's time to insert more and more vocabs into my brain..

fireman @ jaya one

2008-08-22T00:08:00.008+08:00

今天在学校有拍摄活动.. 不懂是拍广告还是拍戏
灯那么亮..我奇怪男女主角眼睛还能张开？？？

我们是所谓的 study hard, play hard.. 先好好做我们的 assignment, 然后再去玩... 今天是chong sian 的生日，所以我们打算帮他庆祝（其实像我们这班姓＂屈＂的朋友要敲他一顿...) 没有啦，哈哈.......

在餐厅内前所未有的踢足球机....

是真的火吗？还是假的？我也不知道...

还算不错吃的说....

因为餐厅叫 fireman.. 不是消防员的意思，是会玩喷火特技的人..
他很乐意的表演给我们的寿星公看..

当寿星公表演的时候，竟然要他把火放进口中，那怎么可以？吓到我尖叫连连...
我想对寿星公来讲肯定是一个难忘的生日吧..

2008-08-21T00:31:00.002+08:00

虽然很多 assignment 要 due 了... 可是做归做还是要有点休闲时间的...
终于有机会去到 putrajaya 看烟火比赛，今天的是加拿大队，主题是什么不大清楚，不过感觉好像一朵朵花在天空上开了起来。这场烟花大概长１５分钟多吧，我录了一小段比较精彩的...虽然只能在远处观看，不过我相信如果近一点看的话感觉会更壮观，更加不一样！

好了，明天要上早课，还是快点去睡觉了... bye bye !

2008-08-18T18:30:00.004+08:00

The menu
Sirloin Steak...
Roasted chicken?... yea.. i think so
plain water...

Went to the apartment @ the curve yesterday.. we pick this restaurant to have our lunch because of their interesting theme...'apartment'. So they divided into non-smoking area and smoking area.. non-smoking area is living room, bathroom and bedroom.. Where we sit are actually bedroom.. normally when we eating we sit on the chair, but this time we sit on the bed.
Interesting right? actually not so comfortable to sit on the soft cushion for dining.. Maybe when chit-chat around with friends then would be comfortable la.

I would rate their environment and services for 4 stars... but i would only rate their food for 2 stars.. not so delicious but still acceptable. Additionally, not so much choice for food. Quite costly too. Same as their drinks, 1 coke cost us RM9.90, how crazy izit? normal smoothies cost around RM10.50 ... we ordered plain water, RM0.50. cheap and nice. Free flow somemore. Haha..

Went to the flea market at the curve as well.. grab a lot of cheap n nice things...
It is quite relaxing to have a rest day after struggling in ur assignment for 1 week. Haha

2008-08-16T17:43:00.000+08:00

看了奥运会那些运动员坚持不懈的精神，我感到非常的感动。
再看回去我的 assignment, 算的了什么？？
３个 assignment 等着我去完成..... 除了加油还是加油...
压力好大哦... 下下个星期又有考试...
唉...

2008-08-15T18:19:00.002+08:00

由于受到奥运的影响，每个人都很想打羽球。由于今天没有课，我们就去打羽球+玩水。
双人携手跳水
 漂亮的泳池边

2008-08-06T22:31:00.002+08:00

It's week 4 now.. the third week for me in Monash.
Things go smoothly as what I expected, I did all the tutorial question before i went for tutorial classes. One week I only 3 days have classes, therefore I have 4 days time to revise my new subject. What i mean by new subject is 2nd year subject, brand new subject which never study before. For a chinese independent school's student, 1st year subject is just so easy-peasy to us.
My major is International business and marketing, this year i'm not doing any marketing subject, because not available in sem2. International Financial Management and Trade finance and foreign exchange totally all about Foreign exchange market and currency and so on.... IFM got calculation too !
I hope it doesn't so difficult to me ...

The scariest thing is.. 6 assignment is due on the end of august, beginning of september and beginning of october. Hahaha... yea.. sounds scary , but I'm still in a calm situation.

2008-07-31T19:08:00.004+08:00

最近的天气实在热到不行.... 很讨厌啊！不懂几时会晒到黑去？？
前２天才发烧，实在好笑！结果隔天就好了！果然是强壮的身体...
发烧的时候不管开风扇还是开冷气，或者是完全不开，都很冷..
滚来滚去到半夜４点多，不懂为什么，突然从头到脚的烧就退了..
奇怪哦..

今天去吃 sushi zanmai，华语叫正直屋吧？在 pyramid 的...

2008-07-30T21:52:00.002+08:00

你们很爱阅读人家的部落格吗？我也很爱哦..
我一路来都有阅读一个以前我college 一个女生的 blog.. 其实我不认识他，他也不认识我，只是我知道他是我的同个 batch 的，一个 batch 有２００个人，知道也未必叫得出名字..
这个女生长的不错，男朋友又帅，而且看来家境也不错，全身名牌又有名车出入...是不是很令人羡慕？

我看她的blog, 一直都是周游列国，一直shopping 的生活，好像什么都不用愁。可是最近她的 blog 都很灰，她问了一个问题说：如果你发现你最亲爱的人可能第二天起不来了，看不见太阳了，你将会是怎样的心情来迎接接下来的日子？

从天堂掉进地狱其实真的只是一瞬间....

虽然我不是他，可是我也会觉得伤心。

其实只要我身边的人开开心心，我并不稀罕什么名牌名车。

家人永远是我们的支柱，再辛苦又算的了什么？只要知道自己亲爱的人都还健健康康，开开心心，已经很足够了...

我曾经也有问自己，我快乐的日子到底还剩多久？
我很喜欢现在的生活，我不希望有任何的变化。
还有不要一时冲动而做出不适当的选择.......

大家真的要好好珍惜现在，要加油哦！

2008-07-29T00:19:00.002+08:00

我自己 edit 的， edit 到我自己笑到肚子痛，我觉得文宜在里面最好笑的.. 哈哈哈哈..

好久好久没有看到小山还有阿奶，还有我想过要买礼物给山的，可是我没有
想到你们那么突然会下来吧生，幸好我刚好得空，不然我们又要隔了几千年才可以见面。

加上黑眼圈深到不得了的勇微，唉，你们果然都是好学生，黑眼圈都很重哦！
我们大家读书很辛苦的啦，应该说，根本没有好读的书吧？？
加上小山阿奶又长期住宿学校，很多都是要靠自己的啦，才是让我最佩服的啦。
要是我的话，早就喊救命了吧？....

总之大家都要努力加油啦！为我们的未来打拼！

还有要谢谢永健啦，不是你载那小山阿奶从山上下来，我们那里有机会见到面咧？
呵呵呵

2008-07-27T13:45:00.003+08:00

今天是星期天，来发一下以前偷拍可是没有发过的照片

跟宅男视讯................
瞧瞧我们的勇微唱歌是不是很有架势？

最近看中的电话， samsung F-480... 外型是美到不得了...
还是５MP 的相机，可以满足我拍照的需求。
所以决定放弃所谓的 i-phone 啦～

2008-07-25T12:00:00.000+08:00

今天没有课，呆在家里整理笔记。

so far 上课还好.. 不过我宁愿像以前 sunway 那样，把课分２次，１次１个钟头，这次２个钟头的 lecture 一起上，体力消耗还蛮大的... 尤其是那种什么 professor doctor 头衔的 lecturer, 简直就是催眠专家，根本不知道他们要表达什么..

我昨天又跌倒，实在是＇下水＇。
看来我小时候真的没有学会怎样走路。唉..

这个星期天是小山的生日.....
我应该没有记错吧？？？
小山你看到的话麻烦留下言啦，哈哈哈...

2008-07-21T02:14:00.003+08:00

It's 2:14am now and I'm still awake and blogging right here.

I'm not really sleep well nowadays, because of many things i haven't settle yet for my transfer school. Stupid website cannot let me access to sign up my tutorial, not yet buy for text books, and I got no study material for my classes. I went class with empty hands which makes me feel extra guilty.

Maybe I shouldn't stress myself so much.

Honestly, I don't think their staff are friendly and efficient enough.

Really hope everything can go smoothly within this week. God bless me.

2008-07-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

从来没有想过选科会用了我半天的时间想.......
惨了，已经慢了一个星期，希望下个星期可以赶上我的进度！
还没有读就已经开始那么烦恼，还真的有点怕怕地 -.-
我一定会征服你的, monash... 再难我也会征服你的..哇卡卡!
加油加油！

2008-07-17T14:40:00.001+08:00

等了那么久，就是等这份东西... 我的 offer letter.. -.-
全新的环境，全新的体验.. 说真的，我还蛮喜欢他的校园..
虽然价钱是贵了sunway 几千块.. 不过我也是问过老爸的同意的哦！
前面的路好长，等着我去走.. 是艰苦还是顺畅，迟些就懂了。
人生就是要赌一番，才能得到自己想要的东西。
就是充满了未知数，才会对人生有很多憧憬与期待。
希望接下来的日子我是开心的 =)

2008-07-12T13:53:00.004+08:00

Are we born to make people happy?

I was realize that I'm not being myself. I do everything is just to make others happy, I always think for others even though i know i was reluctant , i keep struggling myself in this awkward situation.
Of course we do want all the people surrounding us live happy-happily, but who will think and consider about your feeling? I know this society is an unfair society. I learn to give out without expect for pay back. It is not easy and sometimes I feel tired about it. Too many peoples were taking granted for what they get. Look, people treat you good is not a necessary , we must learn how to appreciate. They can treat you bad as cruel as they can, but they don't, why? think for the reason why, so please just don't be the person who only know how to take it for granted. Unfortunately, nobody know this.

I was hiding myself, even my feeling, all the way, in this few years.
I don't wanna ask, doesn't mean i don't care.
I pretend like nothing, but it does hurt me a lot.
Why? I'm scare of hurting other peoples. I scare if I show that I was sad, my friends will feel sad together with me. I scare I will affect their emotion.

I was tired. Can I have my own little emotion? Can I ? Can I be the one who take everything for granted just for temporary? I don't want to be a person who always take care for other peoples feeling. Can't I just be a little selfish?

Being a good person is really a hard work.
Being a bad person might not that hard.
I think i've got the reason why good person getting less and less in this society nowadays.

2008-07-11T13:53:00.000+08:00

哈罗.. 下个星期就要开学了，也正式开始了我的大学生涯的第２年哦！
大家有没有自己的梦想呢？
我的梦想就是到国外一个人生活哦..
需要牺牲很多东西.. 我也很害怕自己应付不来
也不能说去了不适应又再回来，那不是浪费金钱和时间。
看到人家申请 holiday working visa 好像很容易！我好想去 new zealand 过那种田园的生活哦！采葡萄，奇异果等，有多写意啊！
我们总是会想，做了什么应该得到什么，所以才会越想越多，变成很多阻碍。可是，横冲直撞一路冲着自己的梦想跑，会不会伤害到自己还有身边的人？
为什么有些人可以这样？不顾一切为了自己而伤害身边的人？
这样做好吗？对他人残忍算是对自己好的一种方法吗？
我不知道....

2008-07-07T18:08:00.003+08:00

Today is Monday, having a great weekend everyone?
Last Saturday i met up with all my ex-secondary school mates.. and some long-lost friends.
Alright, everyone is changing. I hope the next gathering would have much more SURPRISES!
Hope can meet you all soon! Can't wait for the big big gathering next Chinese New Year.. Ah bird is going to bring his korean girlfriend to show off...... muahahahaha
Preparing for BBQ session..
The guy in yellow-shirt was the "LEGENDARY" AH BIRD.. A guy who never take photos. I took this photos without his permission. Besides of BBQ, steamboat. healthier than BBQ indeed.

Sunday, I had my dinner at Jogoya. Met Yin Fan there with her boyfriend and family.
I heard that lots of people had a bad impression and comment with Jogoya. Well, i think it's just personal problem. Because the quality of food and services are still FINE. Well, they are doing a promotion from Monday until Friday.. faster go and get a try =).