住在同一个地方的朋友可以从新年到现在都没有见过面。
在中学的时候，我就觉得这个人真的对我的生活有很大的威胁。
我承认我对别人说过的话没有什么免疫力，可是小小事就弄到我伤心不已。
尤其是她对很多人的妒忌心都很强，让我觉得 能离她多远，就离她多远。
在现在的学校，我觉得我读的很开心，虽然很难，也很庆幸我的家庭可以让我读到这间大学然后也认识很多朋友

不是说我不想珍惜友情，也要看那段友情值不值得我去珍惜
我敢对天发誓我知道友情和爱情一样得来不易，我会奋不顾身的去保持
要是我觉得那段友情有或没有都没关系，我也会不顾一切的脱离

这么多年了，发现自己还是打从心底的讨厌她。
想不到为什么。你要说我记仇，小气也好， 我不介意。
或许她成功了，那张毒嘴巴让我恨不得希望她以后的生活就如她用来说别人的一样。
这种朋友我不屑
我以前还会为了保持联络而时不时打给她，update 一下她最近的一点一滴
想深一层，又觉得我其实是想她过得不好。
哈哈
我很坏是不是?对她而已.

My ex-office indon-maid was runaway. Well, it seems nothing much to me but I really thought that this maid was very hardworking and she can cooks alot of nice food, especially her fried sangkung with melted sugar.

I can't think of any reason why she would runaway.
She been told me that I'm was her only friend here. She said the maid from the neighbourhood doesn't like her because she dont like to gossip around with them. Also, she told me her employer treat her very good, just sometimes being a little bit fussy and I totally can understand that kind of feeling.
I told her, I can understand your feeling, somemore you work alone here without any friends and relatives, that's why u need to learn how to protect yourself. I heard a lot of cases, those maids who runaway doesnt really get back to their own house in indon but on the other hand work as prostitute, really a sad case.
I have to admit she is a really kindhearted person. Maybe somethings happened that turn her down alot and decided to runaway. Because of she is a kindhearted person, I don't mind helping her to call her boyfriend in indon using my handphone. I know she miss him a lot. She love to tell me everything about her life in indonesia and i dont mind listen to her from beginning til the end.

Actually I salute them very much because they have to work here and they not allow to go back within 2 years, I respect them also and I really really not that kind of person who love to command someone else to do something for me.

Somehow, if i still working there, maybe i got to know the reason why and try to console her or whatever i can do. Unfortunately, now she left as well.

Perhaps life was being hassle for her and i hope she is fine now.

原来我怕了

我怕去猜测你到底想什么
我不想再妄想 要有一架能够读人类思想的机器
你曾经说过, 你也想要有一架
我却告诉你，你应该努力的去了解他在想什么，因为这种机器是永远不会有的
为什么我会这样说呢？

我害怕失望, 我害怕失落
我讨厌夜深的时候会想到你
我很讨厌自己习惯了你的存在
我努力的让自己不去习惯有你在的时候
到底这个错误我还要再犯多少次

可是，这次我怕了
虽然你不在的时候我会想起你
当我一想到等待是多么的残忍，我怕了

虽然我很期待你会和我说话
当我一想起你一开口的话, 可能会不经意的伤害了我
我怕了

虽然你对我很好
当我一想起这些可能只不过是我多余的猜想
我怕了

虽然你很爱和我分享你的一切
当我一想起这可能只不过是因为除了我以外，没有人有耐心去听你说话
我又怕了

原来我是可以很勇敢的

我曾经说我只生气我在乎的人
因为如果有一个人你根本不在意他的, 那他即使说什么你根本不会去管的
可是我却跌入了我自己给自己的陷阱
我不知道为什么我会那么不小心

这次开始我不再胡思乱想
如果真的喜欢，请你直接告诉我
如果不喜欢, 就不要做些无谓的动作


对不起, 谢谢 .
我会好起来的