I was thinking, why people need a companion ? why so many peoples keen to find their life partner and no matter how they falls, they will still keep looking?

However,

even if you found the right one, it wont be the right one for your entire life.

People do change. Without any notice.

We can't manage to know what everyone thinking, there is no alert for us to be careful something is gonna happen next, we have to take extra precautions.

If its gonna happen, it will. No matter how.

That's why there is thousand million peoples with broken heart in a day.

Somehow, I was thinking that, when my mum give birth on me, I was alone.

In future, when i getting old and leaving, I will be still alone.

No people will gonna die together with me.

If so, then why we need companion when we alive?

Because we afraid to be alone, that's why we give chances to other peoples to break our heart.

Passion have its risks. That is the risk i will never afford to pay and predict.

Really dont want to stay in Malaysia anymore.

I hope my father will allow me to go USA. Let me live alone. I want to see how far I can , how tall I can climb, how lonely I can bear. I want to be very independent.

and I dont mind to build wall around me. If only that can keep me away from heart broken.