I'm having a long holiday now...

I don't wanna stay at home everyday because I found this boredom was scarcely endurable.
I have been searching for jobs around the mall, i got to apply for a few, but yet I still don't know what kind of job suit me well.
I prefer to work for weekdays only. I dont want to work for weekends. I can only spend the time with my family on weekends and i don't wanna miss it. But what kind of office job they want hired for few months? As since I got the experience in corporate sector, but it does not give me a more superior opportunity to get the relevant job easily. Still, it depends on luck. Take my internship application as example, it sucks. They look heavily on result. Don't you know you can't judge the person's ability through their result? Come on, theory is dead, what i have is practical knowledge. Screw it. Well, in this highly competitive environment (realistic world) and this is the outcome I have to bear with.

Met a long lost friend today in the mall and she reminds me of my high school life :)
Also, reminded me of someone else that used to be my nightmare.

Viewing her facebook make me feels I am the luckiest person in the world.
I don't wanna screw my English up because I came from a totally chinese educated environment and you have no idea how much i have known for the importance of English. Therefore I working hard on my English just want to keep it balance.
I swear I will gonna work hard on it no matter what.
I am not gonna be like you. Speak broken english, writing stupid english with chinese direct translation. Perhaps i should give a credit to you since you dare to post that up. Being an retarded was not totally your fault, but, laughing at someone who actually way more better than you is totally a mistake. I will never forget what you've done on me. Shall I thanks for your sarcastic comment that grown me up ?

If you think spending so much to pursue for a degree is a mistake, I am gonna prove you wrong.
Yes, you working now and your savings might have lot more than me, you are able to give money to your mum and let them feel that you are the best daughter in the world and you are not asking for a single cents from your father AND all these make you feel that is a great achievement in your life, THAT IS YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS. What I want to spend, whoever's money i wanna spend, and I am not having any feeling of guilty to tell the whole world "Yes, I'm 21 year-old now and I'm still spending my parents money." THIS IS MY OWN BUSINESS AND NONE OF YOURS.

I am gonna PROVE what you have thought all this while is a Big mistake ever.

This is a democratic world and everyone can choose what is best for their life.
But, it doesnt mean you have the rights to influence others or to criticize others who actually choosing what is best for their life too.