When u think of u might not able to celebrate for ur 21st birthday, the feeling is kinda sucks.
I know 21st is a big day, the day I turn into adult officially..
Maybe I should think the other way round, i can make it everyday is my birthday if i wanna.
hahahaha.. sounds nonsense
because it wasn't like valentine day, u can celebrate whenever u want
my birthday, it is not only meaningful to me, but for my mother n my family as well
Feel its kinda 'old' right now..
And i'm not accomplish anything yet to make myself feel that i'm getting 'older'....
nothing big i have been achieved lately

Both of the reasons above sufficient enough to make me emo for 3 days.
Sometimes i think i better just change my name to EMO Ng ..
HAHA..

I really hope i can get the internship....
However, it is kinda dilemma into the situation that u want to earn money or gain experience?
Big companies wont hire part time for 3 months...
Medium companies yes....
I hope i can work in the field which is related to what i'm study now

Basically, i just want to know how tall i can climb, how far i can go.